Do you ever...

Do you ever get the feeling that life is one big repetitive cycle, and we're forever destined to re-live the same adventures with the same people in the same place? Sometimes I wonder... it reminds me of that Counting Crows song... "today was just a day fading into another". All my days are run together, and Monday could be Tuesday could be Saturday. Even when the faces change, the people are the same. Same words, same actions, and regardless of how hard I try to separate myself from them, they just keep coming back, harder and with greater likeness to the previous. I just don't see the point anymore. The outcome is always the same, and I'm beginning to feel like I never grow, never learn from my mistakes. I don't know, maybe it's just today, but life feels like a game that relies on fate rather than my own individual skill. I want to make my own decisions, not leave my life in the hands of something that I can't guarantee will lead me on the path I want. I just feel out of control. Like I'm in the middle of something I can't stop.

I don't know... I think I need a vacation. Last week my Goron Brother invited me to a tribal ceremony, and I wasn't going, but maybe I should open myself up to new experiences. I embellished the red tunic with this brand new metallic thread I bought. It took AGES but it was totally worth it. Someday I'd like to start my own business, embroidering tunics and capes, but I could never tell my friends. Sometimes I just don't think anyone understands me.

Till next time,
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A Day in the Life

Today I woke up in Hyrule, and God forbid, there was trouble. It seems like there is always something happening in Hyrule that becomes MY business, but quite honestly I want nothing to do with it. Sometimes I just wish I could be left alone, free to live my life however I wish, but instead I am incessantly being called upon to save the masses (masses I sometimes wonder about the worth of saving). I'm not sure if you have ever met a Goron, but while they are lovable and have a passion for dance, they are incredibly stupid. Don't get me wrong, they're my friends, but I'm just tired of being put on a pedestal and feeling like I have to live up to everyone else's expectations. I have to go now, because this damn fairy is buzzing in my ear about finding a sword, which I feel like I've done before, and learning to use it, which I know damn well how.

Loves and Kisses,
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